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Taitaja competition is over now, or, I don't know. Maybe I'll be in the finals too, but I don't think so. I was so nervous last night, and on this morning when I woke up. But after this one text message from my super awesome girlfriend I wasn't nervous anymore, at all. Can't wait to get back home, sleep, wake up and skype with her.

E: I made it to the finals. Strange.

This weekend has been pretty depressive. I'm so tired. Mentally. It feels horrible when someone you care about a lot is really sad, and it seems like there's nothing you can do about it.

I'm so worried about her. I just hope that she will be alright untill we're together, and I hope that when we're together, she will be happy.

I think I would have normally given up already, but I promised to her that I won't. I love her so much.

It sucks that she is so far away from me. Hearing that she's sad, makes me so sad. I just I wish I could be there and try to make her feel better :/