| 8 May 2012
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| 27 Jan 2012
I skyped with her today, for five hours. I'm still smiling. I'm so happy everytime I hear her voice and see her beautiful face.| 22 Jan 2012
This weekend has been pretty depressive. I'm so tired. Mentally. It feels horrible when someone you care about a lot is really sad, and it seems like there's nothing you can do about it.
I'm so worried about her. I just hope that she will be alright untill we're together, and I hope that when we're together, she will be happy.
I think I would have normally given up already, but I promised to her that I won't. I love her so much.
2012 | 5 Jan 2012
I did a 2011 post, and now I'm going to write already a 2012, but this is like, what's going to happen on this year. I already know that this year will be a good year. I'm really excited.
My second year at vocational school is over soon, only one more to go. But this spring will be kind of stressful because there might be again on the job learning period and I'm in this Taitaja contest so I actually have to do some extra work at school sometimes. But that's okay, it's only a good thing after I've graduated and I'm looking for a job.
But yeah, that's the part which is going to suck on this year. School, and waiting.
I'm really excited about something else, about going somewhere, to meet someone special.
I wrote here earlier about how I thought that my life will just keep getting more and more miserable and that this one girl changed it all.
It's amazing that on last autumn I was really depressed and life was just horrible, and now I'm the happiest person in the world. Just talking with her made me feel so much better. And at some point I knew that I don't just like to talk with her, I want to be with her. I love her. Now she's the reason why I wake up every morning. She means the world to me.
I'm thinking about her all the time, everyday. Sometimes, pretty often actually, I can't sleep because I miss her so much. But just thinking of her makes me smile, helps me to fall asleep and to get through the next day. Everyday. Everything about her is perfect, she is amazing. I love her so much.
Sometimes this long distance is just killing me, I hate that I can't be there or you here. I hate going to sleep alone without you, and waking up alone, after you've been in my dreams again, in my dreams where we are happy, and together. But I know that we will be together soon and that's the only thing I want, to be with you. I love you Caitlyn :)
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